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Monday, November 26, 2007

new xanga!

since this one won't work right, here's my new one:

 

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Monday, October 22, 2007

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Another lovely survey. :]
[ * If you use this survey, please credit me. Thanks :] ]

Names
What is your name?: Krystal
Are you named after anyone?: no
What's your screename?: bittersweetnessb
Would you name a child of yours after you?: no
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?: stephan
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: Nijole(knee-ola)
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: crystal
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: DEF
Basics
Your gender:: Female.
Straight/Gay/Bi:: bi
Single?: Duh.
If not, do you want to be?: I'M SINGLE.
Birthdate:: September 11
Your age:: 17
Age you act:: depends
Age you wish you were:: 18
Your height:: 5'10''
Eye color::brown
Happy with it?: no. i want blue eyes
Hair color:: naturally light brown.....now red:)
Happy with it?: the dyed version yesh
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous::righty
Your living arrangement:: apt.
Your family: mom
Have any pets?: gina, (guinea pig)leroy(frog), walter, edward, terrance(fishes)
Whats your job?: ill tell you when i complete my work permit
Piercings?: Ears.
Tattoos?: Washable
Obsessions?: tons
Addictions?: music
Do you speak another language?: some french, some asl.haha
Have a favorite quote?: alots
Do you have a webpage?: facebook?
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it
Do you live in the moment?: no.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: hahaa not really
Do you have any secrets?: You bet.
Do you hate yourself?: somedays
Do you like your handwriting?: .. Who does?!
Do you have any bad habits?: Who doesn't?!
What is the compliment you get from most people?: "i like your earings"....apparently ppol look at my ears alot
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: 'dont come and see this because its so pathetic its depressing,The life of krystal"
What's your biggest fear?: escalators
Can you sing?: Can I sing? No. Do I sing anyways? Yes. :]
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: Yep,
Are you a loner?: depends my mood
What are your #1 priorities in life: friends
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: no
Are you a daredevil?: i wish.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?:theres a long list
Are you passive or agressive?: passive
Do you have a journal?: yes
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: I don't know.. honestly.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: weight
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Er, no.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: tons
Do you think life has been good so far?: no
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Think before you act; your actions will haunt you forever.
What do you like the most about your body?: my eyes
And least?: weight.
Do you think you are good looking?: EW NO. :\
Are you confident?: HA, NO.
What is the fictional character you are most like?: uhmmmmmmmmm
Are you perceived wrongly?: yes
Do You...
Smoke?: Never did, never will.
Do drugs?: No.
Read the newspaper?: Occassionally.
Pray?: no.
Go to church?: No.
Talk to strangers who IM you?: ew. no 50 year old pervs for me.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: yes.
Take walks in the rain?: Mhmm.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: Yes.
Drive?: no
Like to drive fast?: In video games, yeahh. x]
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: no  i sound like a dude
Hurt yourself?: Lots of times, but not on purpose x]
Been out of the country?: Nope
Eaten something that made other people sick?: I hope not..
Been in love?: yup
Done drugs?: NEVER.
Gone skinny dipping?: Nope.
Had a medical emergency?: when i was a baby i swallowed a cotton ball and they called the ambulence?. 
Had surgery?: NOPE.
Ran away from home?: Uhm, yeah, I only made it down my street.
Played strip poker?: No..
Gotten beaten up?: Nope.
Beaten someone up?: Nope.
Been picked on?: Yep.
Been on stage?: Yeah, just not in front of 1000 people.
Slept outdoors?: Mhm.
Thought about suicide?: yeah
Pulled an all nighter?: Yes.
If yes, what is your record?: i dont remember
Gone one day without food?: yeah
Talked on the phone all night?: All night? No. I did until about 3 in the morning though.
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: yes
Slept all day?: Mhm.
Killed someone?: No.
Made out with a stranger?: No!
Had sex with a stranger?: I'm a virgin, tyvm.
Thought you're going crazy?: DUH!
Kissed the same sex?: No.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: well, im sure i could make it sounds sexual, if youd like
Been betrayed?: Yep.
Had a dream that came true?: Yep!
Broken the law?: probably
Met a famous person?: Nope.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: No.
On purpose?: no
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: yes
Stolen anything?: maybe
Been on radio/tv?: uhm....choir concerts broadcasted on the school channel?lol
Been in a mosh-pit?: No.
Had a nervous breakdown?: Yep.
Bungee jumped?: NO o_O
Had a dream that kept coming back?: YES.
Beliefs
Belive in life on other planets?: WOOOOO, YEAH!
Miracles?: Yep.
Astrology?: Uh-huh.
Magic?: yes
God?: no
Satan?: no.
Santa?: fer sure.lol
Ghosts?: Yes.
Luck?: yes
Love at first sight?: Totally.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Yesyes
Witches?: yes.but come on, were old now we can say bitches.:)
Easter bunny?: he was my buddy
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Nope. :\
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: i love rainbows
Do you wish on stars?: Sometimes.
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?: no
Do you think God has a gender?: Yes, male.because girls were stuck with the pressure to be a size 2, boobs and a period. I dont see guys having any problems but boners and wet drems.XP
Do you believe in organized religion?: no
Where do you think we go when we die?: reincarnation
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: yes
Who is your best friend?:I have alot
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Steph.
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?:"stop wearing those shirts, they dont look good"
Your favourite inside joke?: cherry popsicles
Thing you're picked on most about?: My weight.
Who's your longest known friend?: Stephanniieee
Newest?: kim
Shyest?: mariana
Funniest?: hannah
Sweetest?: James can be if he tries
Closest?: steph
Weirdest?: hannah
Smartest?: lily
Ditziest?: maddie 
Friends you miss being close to the most?: will
Last person you talked to online?: mariana.
Who do you talk to most online?: mariana, steph,james and matty
Who are you on the phone with most?: steph
Who do you trust most?: steph
Who listens to your problems?: all of em
Who do you fight most with?: steph
Who's the nicest?: mariana
Who's the most outgoing?: steph
Who's the best singer?: none
Who's on your shit-list?: Brunette Skank
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: all the time.hahahajk 
Who's your second family?: Mamaw
Do you always feel understood?: Never
Who's the loudest friend?: steph
Do you trust others easily?: Yes.
Who's house were you last at?: stephs
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: not telling
Do your friends know you?: I would like to believe so.
Friend that lives farthest away:: steph
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: Sometimes.
What do you find romantic?: silly gifts
Turn-on?: funny and eyes
Turn-off?: cockiness
First kiss?: freshie year.semi formal
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: I'd just treat them like a friend.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going out: Yes
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable 4 a girl 2 ask a guy out: yeah,
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: YES.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: no
What is best about the opposite sex?: you can be all weird wtihout b eing judged
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: they want skinny short girls wtih DDs
What's the last present someone gave you?: i dont recall?a paper clip from hannah?
Are you in love?: maybe
Do you consider your significant other hot?: I don't have a "significant other."
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: cant say
You wanted to kill?: my mom
That you laughed at?: myself
That laughed at you?: james
That turned you on?: Excuse me?
You went shopping with?: steph
That broke your heart?: no comment
To disappoint you?: james
To ask you out?: stop rubbing it in
To make you cry?: james
To brighten up your day?: hannah
That you thought about?: hannah cuz i just wriote her name.
You saw a movie with?: i dont remember. but i wanna see the nightmare before xmas!
You talked to on the phone?: my mom
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: mar
You saw?: annas
You lost?: myself
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: Nope.
Where is your significant other?: I said before, I don't have a "significant other".
What are you wearing right now?: CLOTHES!u perv!
Body part you're touching right now:: cuz we all know i jack off while on xanga?*rolls eyes* dumbass im typing.what can i touch???KEYBOARD!
What are you worried about right now?: photo
What book are you reading?: gossip girl and wicked
What's on your mousepad?: tigers
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: tired fat bored annoyed(with the song on)cold
Are you bored?: YES.
Are you tired?: DUH.
Are you talking to anyone online?: yes
Are you talking to anyone on the phone?: No.
Are you lonely or content?: lonely
Are you listening to music?: Yep.


Sunday, October 14, 2007

"First love is the worst, it ruins you for everyone else"

So, It's another boring Sunday. I sit here, get into a few fights wiht friends, Do homework. and get pissed that Xanga is typing this all weird. yeah... Ive read some. Wrote some. And listened to ym ipod that is a miracle ipod because its died and come back to life like 20 times. I really hate sundays. Like theres nothing good on tv, all the stores close early, its all oldies music on the radio, everyones at church so i sit here bored. yeah. I just don't like Sundays.

Lets go back to that whole stores closing early Sundays. Bulllshiit. I hate to break it to teh whole, But i like to go shopping on sundays. In fact tons of people do. Not everyone wants to sit in church listening to some guy preach about non existant gods.(I'm sorry if your a faithful christian or jewish or buddist or something. I'm atheist. Or rather I dont bother thinking about religion or god. I ahve better things to do with my time. When a problem arises I dont pray to god for help. I fix it myself.some people should try that. that might just like it.) anyywhoorrree. Yeah stores shouldnt close at 5 or 6 on sundays. It makes me sad. because i walk up to a store, i reach for teh door. pull/push. and it doesnt budge. I do it again. then i read the time schedule and go. WHAT DAY IS IT? some person replies that it is sunday. and i say SHIIITT. Damn sundays. I really wanted those shoes.lol

Another thing. Stores that close on holidays. i mean stupid holidays especially. like Labor day. Who gives a shit about labor day??? People, do your job and work so i can do something on those days taht i have off, rather then sit online and become another statistic about how kids dont do anything btu sit online on xanga bitching about holidays

Minorities. The world plays the minority card allt eh time. I hate to break it to ppl,(though I will say first that I am in no way racist) but THERE ARE NO MINORITIES IN THE US.There just arent. you dont need free college and shit because your black or your indian or anything. I'm white and i cant get shit because i'm "not a minority" Well hows this. I'm a white female from a low income family, i wear such big shoes that i cant normally find shoes in the womans section, I'm 5'10'', and wear a size 16 whiel teh rest of teh 17 year old are wearing size 2. Does that make me a minority? I am always in a complete different mind set then the rest of the world, apparently. and extreemly pessimistic. Do I get money, college scholarships and free medical??? I wish.

Well my hand is now hurting from typing. I am gunna go back to my boring sunday routine. Thanks for the whole 2 poeple i may actually get to read this. Hey, if you read this jsut comment. I dont care if I know you, like you, or even can pronouce your name. WIth teh whole anonmous thing i dont even have to know you. So if you went on google and googled "porn" and got lead to my site, while as I am sorry taht you don't get any nudes here, make life interesting and argue with me.


Friday, October 12, 2007

Well my day was pretty uneventful.

Best part was watching Hannahs amazing video on the worlds worse poetry.

Seriously, if my life has come to the point where that is the hihglight of my day, it is A) sad and pathetic B) slightly humorous. and C) pathetic and sad.

Highlights of....well the gap of time i did not write...

Homecoming: Hot sweaty and whorish.

Turn me into the schoool, why dont you: yeah definately got turned into teh school for being "suicidal". A) im not suicidal. B) talk to me if you think i am. C) if i was, i wouldnt post it on facebook.

This weekend a lot of possibilites not sure what I'm doing just yet

Options:

Photo project- Scheduled for saturday Trader joes- saturday but i dont want to spend money so i might not go. movies-saturday i am quite popular saturady if you havent ntoiced. sunday will probably be halloween costume shopping wtih stephanie if she can come down here, and getting my hair redyed, and homeowrk. Fun.XP

I really need to come on this thing more often. Xanga has some things Facebook doesnt, Like the fact taht i can babble without  gettingn turned into the office, or that no one reads this really, so i could post my bra size and it wouldnt matter.lol

So yeah, my ipod is coming back in short bursts of life, so maybe it isnt completly dead yet. I can hope, Because i am A) to cheap to buy a new one. and B) sick of this ghetto ass cd player that goes backwards when i  push forward.

So i have lost 3 lbs. Im happy. I was stuck on an icky number for quite some tiem. This new number is still to larger. but at least its somethign.

today we didnt have school. Thank you to the assholes who made this a teacher day. I mean, i love them fro letting me have the day off, but they suck,...because they ...well..suck... yeah..

uhm.

happiness is hummus.

thats the krystal proverb of the day.

uhm.

well, thats all.

untill next time I'll be partying like a rockstar....or at least wishing i was.XP


Monday, September 24, 2007

Yesterday: Porn veiwing wtih my best friend.lol, Alice's 73rd birthday party(shes acutally 37, i dont do senior citizen parties. lol)

TOday:

Trig: quiz was ok.

Chem: CHA CHA CHARMIN is the strong toilet paper in our lab, apparently.lol

Photo: Usher photoshoped me to look like michael jackson wiht angelina jolie lips....im afraid ot look in the mirror now.haha

Foods:chopping potatoes.

study hall:New Moon

Lunch: I have the most amaizng lunch table ever, I must admit.:) Only we understand each other....kinda.

ENglish: i got a D+/C on my Into The Wild essay....thats better tehn i thought. considering its not even on topic

ASL: Looking up body parts( ;) ) on the ASL dictionary.

now to go redo my fucking photo project. damn film.-_-



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